Day 3

Today was a little better.  Emotional it was tons better until someone would bring up the matter of fact.  I was doing really good until my Sister posted on my Facebook.  I love my Sister Christ so much!  She knews exactly what I am going through as most of you.  But today  I missed my whole family very much.  I wish we could be there or they could come here.  I think it would make things easier.  OH well 6 months and we will be there in Utah for awhile.  That's what I am planning on so I hope everything works out.

 Wasn't really feel all too well lately.  I had my lapband filled last week and after being on a time out for 72hrs I was doing good. Then at night I started throwing up and it has continued.  That's one warning sign I take serious and is very cautious about.  I finally called the Dr and went and had him take it back out.  He wants me to be down to 155 for my tummy tuck.  YAY!  That means I only have about 15 more pds to go. I can do that! 

Today was crazy busy with running kids here and there. But when I am busy it makes the day go by faster.  Samuel had Basketball practice tonight. He is doing very well at it. He loves it!  His Coaches both came and talked to me tonight and said that they too will pray for you as well.  What a very neat jesture of them. Samuel said they said a prayer and you were include in it.

 It's been so wonderful talking with you today!  I was complaining to Nicole that I don't know how others have done it.  I hate not being able to talk with you but I will just have to get used to it.

As I was typing this Samuel's Doll went off.  Scared me to death.  Had to go and look and see where the doll was.  Samuel is sleeping with it.  I guess he really does miss his Dad!

Well I am off to bed! Hopefully I can sleep better tonight!