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Yesterday I got the opportunity to go to the Temple. It was wonderful.  The minute I walked in I was at peace with everything. It was like checking baggage at the door and just left it there. Then when I headed back out just picked it up with a whole new way to deal with it.  What a wonderful feeling!

Today was  a good until I went to Dr. Warnock.  I started my day out with hitting the gym.  Had a wonderful workout today.   Did about 10 miles between the treadmill and bike.  It was so wonderful to be there and push my body.

I was able to finish one of my Valentine's wreaths that I have been working on.  It's a little late but oh well! I got it done. I started another wreath that I wanted done for valentines day as well. I have it almost done  Hopefully tomorrow I can get it done,

Had my check up with Dr. Warnock and he set me straight,.  I need to pick the higher road or just continue on the road I am and be back to what I weighed.   I know what I have to do but gosh darn it. It's so hard! I wish I could find that inner strength to just switch.  I have said it for months that I need to see a counselor about this. I think it's time.  I will get this figured out and I will win this battle!

Overall we had a great day. Not complaints here. The exciting news is that we are going to Utah here in a couple of weeks!  YEAH! The kids are really excited.  I just hope that I can get a break from the kids and they can get one from me.  But we shall see!